7 day a week is school / wow /sleep for week day
weekend work / wow / sleep
rofl going on and on for the pass few month
then now suddenly one holiday on a friday and i got no work no school and dun wan to wow
So what AM I GOING TO DO??
I have no idea... AHAHah on well

really feel like moving out and live by myself and work my ass off on my own

My desktop failed me today...
motherboard dead i guess... oh well
Feel so lost, like nothing to do after my computer die.. omg
Got a feeling i gonna rot at home for the rest of my holiday awwwww

random tube song

HOho last paper today, then gonna be super free gg
Gonna be super bore

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.

Plan for tml
Live for today

give me gift everyday and i will live lol

Can't sleep after one fucking waste of time drama in guild make me think so much...
It just a small matter and we still have to deal with it after we have being together for so long.
Lance just a retarded saying all those stuff, he like this all along since day one when he piss or drunk he just do retard stuff.
But i think my gl also thinking the same way, since he wanted to change the group.
Raid day are wed thur and sun maybe monday, friday/sat are free time let it be free time then why still want to take control over it?
People say i dun look at their point of view, Gl tell me 10 man cannot clear 25man raid, u need 10+ 15 man, but it out of the point(forget what lance say). Since he say like this, 10 + 10 for two 10 man raid, the other 5 can go fuck spider?? No they fucking pug and so that mean you have people to take from the people who pug too why don't you swap them into your raid too?
Why not let just this group go on and down Algalon, since they are so close to it. Or we spit the group and we cannot even have the confident to do all the 4 hard mode in Ulduar ten man.
progression or happy hold hand and suffer together??
Man the day we down algalon is not like we posting the ten people name who down algalon it gonna be convalescence, our fucking guild name..
I can see how much lance and kyle want this group to keep together when we have put in so much and so near to down algalon. Yes i know the other team cannot go as far as we are, but please have you ever thought of why you cannot clear or anything( If i never remember wrong GL once told me the group are the left over, this make them useless also or what?) you want to swap why not swap with some of the people who went to pug?
Why you want to spit a solid 10 man who gonna clear Algalon for convalescence(Progression). Man I went in their raid group before, using xeriz to heal, i can tell they can perform as good as us too clearing until yogg saron is not a problem, doing hard mode its also not a problem. You talking about gear wise, People can do hardmode with Naxx 25 why still need to have hardmode gear to clear hardmode when you in the first place you do not have hardmode gear to clear hardmode.

I seriously don't mindcoming in every night using my druid (in the first place i use druid cause we do not have a druid tank and of course clearing is much more fun than wiping so i do not mind making this as a main and leave my hunter to rot when i love my hunter more. I feel so fucking jealous when davin gearing his hunter until so well ahahaha o well)
to tank, it is boring and stressful sometime. Hence, when we together clear the content i feel much more gain of happiness or achievement (lol nerds).
If everyone really thinking about them self cause they wanna do hard mode and break up the other group. Or you other group look down on the other team. then Fuck this wow wasting my time..

Lol game stuff wth make me lose my sleep f**k.
O well just vending my anger hoho feel better now at least somewhere to let it out. K i dunnoe what i talking just now WHAHAH
wanted to post on my guild forum but i guess no point bah just more trouble...
K good nite Omg 1.46am now, 4 hr of sleep left T.T

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haha wow pretty accurate haha you guys should go and try
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Having a dilemma whether want to post or not, after i have so much thoughts running through my mind today but in the end right now i should have forgotten most of it, O well!
lets start with what happen to day..
I got a TiL again today for placing wrong bet for the customer(after 3 TiL and i will be sack), but i am not feeling anything. I mean i should be feeling bad for doing something wrong, guess i really don't care about this job. Just hope i am not getting the third TiL.

Can't get enough sleep this few days, even i am very tired, it still took me quite sometime to go into unconscious mode. Guess that why i got my TiL today Haha!(yawn! Getting sleepy)
Yeah! to cheer myself up i went to watch transformer today hoho!!! Such a awesome movie!! Lol yeah until now then i went to watch it, i missed a lot of big movie this year or movie that i wanted to watch like Red cliff 2, terminator, ... . So grate that i went to watch transformer today ^.^.

Then got one scene the US soldier was fighting against the Megatron. I was thinking wth so squishy still want to fight against this machines. Then i thought about them dieing link me to US soldier that die at war in Real world. They fight and die for the country but to them it their a honor, but what they really get it just a name carve on stones. Then after some thought i come to conclusion that if a human did not do any contribution to the human race before they die, they are just like some useless human.
Thinking about yourself and live, earning money for a better life then die of old age might as well just die and stop wasting the resource on earth. o well!!!
c'est la vie

Yah a few days back i think my heart having problem!!!!
Wake up with a hole in me
my hand on top of it
still beating
but it just sink down until its like a hollow body
i am still breathing

Guess i going to lose something again... o well

yeah i finish this book Flowers for algernon by Daniel Keyes
i did enjoy reading this book, it about a guy who is a "retarded" adult ( would not consider him really as retard cause he still know what he want in this life when his IQ is so low)
undergoes a brain operation and make his IQ go higher, smarter than a average person. He faces alot of problem especially his emotion when he start to understand the things around him. until he lose his IQ back to what he use to be..

i guess my friend expected me to cry when reading this book haha. (Failed -.-V)
I actually quite envy him.

Tried to find someone to hear me out but guess it just too late at nite, everyone gone to sleep.
Feel so gloomy, pass few raid wasn't a same old boring for me anymore, 10 man was fun, 25man was kind of fK up. Not because of wiping, its just the people in the raid. Maybe because i trying to get more involve with the raid, i started to tell people things of what they should do and telling them their mistake. Yes i not a officer, a no one, maybe someone younger than you, why take in so hard. I not scolding him just trying to tell him his mistake and he feel offended cause he is older than me and he can't take it?.
Lose my cool in one of the raid so unlike me, just felt so frustrated when i trying to get serious here and people making fun of what i trying to do, and he is like one of the officer, man! feel so disappointed in him.
The more i get more involve with the leadership in raid the more i can feel people start to feel annoy with me. OMG i guess i just not that kind of person who can lead, i am quite impressed with my current GL after how i gone thru this also quite depress with how i handle this things.

guess what lol feel really like crying. haha what a cry baby. Maybe i am treating them like something important in my life since i spending most of my time in game.

A game suppose to be make me less stress and happy to play with now making me wanan cry hahaha
Fk! dunnoe how long i gonna last, quit wow agian?
maybe leaving is a good solution.
hai!!!

http://www.anilinkz.com/eden-of-the-east/eden-of-the-east-episode-1/
feel free go watch this anime pretty interesting. hmm let c

On November 22, 2010 ten missiles strike against uninhabited areas of Japan, claiming no victims. This apparent terrorist act is referred to as "Careless Monday" and disregarded by most people. The series begins three months later, in the United States of America, a young Japanese woman named Saki Morimi is visiting Washington D.C. as part of her graduation trip. When she gets into trouble, a mysterious Japanese man, who introduces himself as Akira Takizawa, helps her through it. The man appears to have no memory and is completely naked, carrying only a gun and a cell phone charged with 8.2 billion yen in digital money.[1] The cell phone has the phrase, noblesse oblige ("nobility obligates" or "noble's obligation" in English), printed on it. While they are coming back to Japan, they learn that a new missile attack has taken place in their country.

lol a plot i found on wikipedi.. lazy to write it out since i gonna go soon
lol anyway the main thing that make me watch this anime at first was their open theme song "Falling Down" by Oasis .. while i was searching for anime to watch. It was the first time i came across japan anime using foreigner band as their song..

ENJOY!!

was raining in the morning, on my way to lrt station theres no shelter haha then i caught in the drizzle rain drop. This phrase just came into my mind

I thought the rain will wash away my gloom
But every single drop touching my face is depressing me.

Emo huh lol

then something to cheer that person

since i don't have a body, i don't feel the raindrops touching my skin
that's lonely and painful.


awww so who is better???

OMg monday bluess blezzz
It a start my new school term... weee.. Early this morning i feel so relief. maybe cause this is what i have decided haha and i able to do it woot... maybe still have some kind grief down there but yeah i guess i really am able to put down or should i say let go those sorrow things. It going to be a new start of my life april 21 2009.

i told myself man once school start everything everything that have make me feel so unhappy about going to bury deep deep into the earth hahaha or forget about it and somehow i did it. o well maybe i really have grown abit /flex /flex.

Ahh so happy to be back in school, and so nice to see my poly friend again. And they are so kind today, give me a welcome gift or something haha found me a twins in the class.. WTH ahhaha thx arh but no thx..

AHhh whatever arh!! but from now on i going to make things right, and try to get the things i broke and patch them up think it going to take awhile.
yah wish me luck people and thx to those who never give up on me /kiss /kiss lol...

Omg i like doing some stage speech bleh -.-|||

yah tml gonna be a new day a new start again!
aahh class start at 12pm hmm mean i can sleep until 10pm :P
i feel so sorry for those who going to wake up early haha
bah LETS do well in this sem
I going to beat you guys in GPA again this sem, fucking win me at last sem but heng arh i still get gpa 3.5 lalala


[not gonna check any gammer english no link sentences]

was working at 5pm today then about 5.15pm like that i think my heart suddenly become so heavy and beating quite fast all of a sudden feeling so uneasy. first thing come to my mind hmm something bad or sad things happen to those people close to me and people i love??
hmm start to sms around and call to make sure they are ok so, yah if u got some random msg dun make you think i am crazy hahA
just this bad feeling and checking you guys out..

Hmm look like everyone is good and strong cheer!!!
and those who are sad, lol one of my friend told me to face the sea and shout out say that you are the best and most unique one 3 time
the god will give you courage to face all kind of problem you facing
Omg like some idol scene i am typing here lol but well it actually work


I guess i have some heart problem bah OMG but i think this way better than i get bad news from love ones bah
Wish you all well and live happily ^.^

YES 100,000 SGD in my bank a/c before i reach the age of 27 years old grrrrrrr

yah new mmorpg getting bore of wow so i went to search in net if theres any new mmorpg coming out and i found his OMG this just make me Orgasm. HAHAH.

Nueee not game again grrrr but o well i need something to make my brain busy.....

Gonna go watch Detroit Metal City hohoho
first saw it as a anime 1 year ago now it on movie ^.^
HMm is Dragonball Evolution good?
Coming Soon <-- horror film omg WHen are my brothers gonna free to watch together
some other movie gonna watch before my holiday end Street frighter: the legend of chun-li, Last Chance Harvey, ashes of time redux(Dung che sai duk)

Today one of my close friend fly to aus..
lol i feeling like losing another closing friend again haiz... Gonna be like a lonely march holiday i going to have haizz
then when going to airport today my leg got injure when taking mrt .. take walking with one leg all the way to airport and back home.. Omg it so feaking pain... now is like one big red extra meat beside my leg haha
then i lost one my favorite bookmark when going there.. hai losing stuff here and there omg just at the start of the year, maybe i gonna lose more incoming i guess.

ARghhh suddenly feel so lonely..
then wow maybe going to lesser and lesser bah lol more and more feel like playing with myself.. its getting boring maybe i should spend more time playing with my guitar haha then play wow once awhile...

My friend tell me go get a girl la then not lonely haha i was like if i can why not but my mind still lol nvm..

then i tot those friend i have i dun really miss them (neglect them)that much when i have things to do, things to busy with when i am occupy but when i start to get free i feel uncomfortable, it like need them more haha... this make me feel kind of bad, cause only when i when i need them, then i miss them arghhh gg need to learn how to treasure moree...

AHhhh hope by the end of the year going through all this i can become a real golden cow hahaa...

Recently i being to have thought about things.. Everyone love heroes cause they did something great, something remarkable, something impressive, and mostly defeating the evils in anyway or saving people from danger or evils. People use to say hero are created from chaos.
But why this people willing to do so much to help/save/destroy/.... to become a hero or somebody, {cause they feel good after they did it, cause they know it their responsible}. well this is what i thought about why people help people (cause we feel happy/great after helping them, cause we was taught this way when we were small / cause it suppose to be this way)

What if from small i was taught to kill people and it was taught to do good to people if i kill them, then i grew up i started to kill people but i also feeling good doing something good for the world cause i know i am doing something right since i was taught this way when i was small..
have you ever taught since evils is bad why god don't want to just destroy them all and have peace in the world rather than people need to suffer,.... with the world so peaceful (everything just the same people live , have family, work for their dream then die with no regert) people will just start taking granted of this and just live and live and live go on and on not much nothing more just like this...

Have you ever thought actually those evil ones are actually the heroes, they actually bring you out of the boring world and let you learn more things, most important let you learn how to treasure things..

Just some random thought don't take it seriously.. hehe i am still a good man :)

Ahh yah haha i saw one of my friend start to smoke, i did not know you know how to smoke. The moment you took the cigarette and start smoking my heart was actually laughing, first you don't look good when you smoke secondly you already so old and you still start to smoke thats make you look so childish. Everyone is quitting smoking in this decade, and you actually start to smoke. sorry you dun suit the smoking party and smoking just making you look so uncool..

Thanks susie for intro me this two band The rescues and the perishers
Really good band..
love it

In the pass i hate my life, thinking why i ever born to this world. now i love my life, and super grateful to my parent to born me into this wonderful world, able to see, feel all kind of different things in this world... lol.....
Just realize going through the process of facing challenges and finish it would so enjoyable and interesting, use to fill with fear when i facing challenges which i do not even know why, and i always ask myself what the F am i so scare of??
But now i going to enjoy the fear of mine haaha..
OMG can't wait for tomolo with a world fill with challenges, I feel so excited about it...
AAAHH I FEEL THAT I AM ALIVE AGAIN...

lol omg i don't know w t * i writing about hahaha anyway feel so alive now something new for me to do Woooottt........